正版的只卖15元。今天去院管的路上看见这么一人在地上铺着这么块布，摊着一布的书。书都是近期热销，不知道是从哪里来的，很好奇，想问，但是身边的顾客似乎多了一点，改天吧。

 

捧着我的《世界是平的》奔向温暖的舜德。从一楼到二楼，竟然坐了电梯！电梯里面一个人都没有。胆小。听了很多电梯相关鬼故事之后，做了一次电梯出事自由落体的梦之后，尤其是看了tell me something电梯角落中黑色垃圾袋突然爆破、挥洒出一地鲜血和尸块之后，坐电梯时总是有些紧张。没有人紧张，有人也紧张。怕那些“人”不是人。呵呵。自嘲一下。

记得以前去China Town吃饭，只要有，总不忘拿上一个fortune cookie。虽然很多时候里面的话make no sense,但是拆出纸条时的那一刹的好奇和激动还是深深吸引着我。顺便说，有些外国朋友认为这些话都是孟子大人的原话翻译而来，所以深奥...我的妈呀...孟子说过"one for me, one for you"吗？Anyway,不过有时我拿的倒还值得细细品味。

 

今天买了德芙心语巧克力。嗯。包装上说，快打开，“品味其中动心话语”。不知道会拆些什么出来。我们来看一看。

 

第一颗：这个世界里唯一不退色的是亲情。5555，眼泪都要掉出来了

第二颗：冬雪是真情的沉淀。Sort kinda remind me of the fortune cookies...whatever

第三颗：网络是翅膀，能让有梦的你自由飞翔。Jeeee! Cry out loud! What are you talking about? In tsinghua where internet access is regulated, you want the dreams to fly? Whatever! I just want to beg Tunet for mercy on MSN space. Could you let me access at a regular speed? Have mercy please!

第四颗：冬雪是真情的沉淀。Kao! 今天是怎么了，牙都酸掉了。

第五颗：领带和西装要搭配，心情和天气要搭配。...I am speechless. 是不是说天阴的时候自杀率也应该高一点？那不以物喜，不以己悲是咋回事涅？

第六颗，最后一颗，千万不要给我来什么冬雪、真情。恩，看看。还好，不是那玩意儿。“如果错过了流星雨，那就放束烟花吧”。。。哈哈哈，不说什么了。流星雨是真的，烟花是假的

 

完了。真让我心动。玛氏啊玛氏，你就这么作践自己，也太不值了吧？

Had a crave for cheesecake after the first class this morning.

Skipped Auditing and went to Starbucks. Greentea, blueberry, NY style. NY, yes, plain is the best.

 

Sinking in the big soft sofa behind the huge glass wall, with a  cup of hot Americano in hand, watching people come and go, on no wheel, on two wheels, on three wheels and on four wheels...It was like watching a movie without a protagonist. It must be loud out there, rattling bikes, honking cars; engine starting, breaks screaming, loud people talking, and the louderspeaker of Lotus Center never taking a break...but nothing I could hear, except for Starbuck's slow Jazz and buzzling coffee maker, and the door opening and closing, which meant cash was about to flow in, or it had flown in already.

 

What a life! Only if V were here, we would go crawfish hunting! Donno if there is any crawfish at this time of the year, but it would be fun even it is just putting the bait in the muddy water for nothing...hehe, so long as we were together.

 

Life is short, so does my visit to Starbucks. Had my camera loaded with batteries. Picture time. Although the weather was not so co-operative to be pefect clear, it was by no means windy or cloudy and the sunshine was warm and bright--so much better than what we had two days ago! That night after I biked for 15 mins around the campus, I couldn't tell if my nose was still on my face...so numb.

 

Got part of the pictures done today. I really have to hurry for the rest. Or it will be winter soon... Missed Sera so much when I stood in front of Dorm 6. And I missed Amy, Fanky, Molly, Karen and Xiaohong when I took the picture of "Building 7".

 

我想我该换个像素高一点的camera了。

 

Oh, one thing really exciting! Ballroom dancing this Sunday! Ben is going to teach. Hoho! Heard from Frank that Patrick was good too. Mmmm...Thank you Dave SO MUCH for the invitation:) It is the first time that I look forward to the Sunday evening, hehe

在这个安静的晚上深刻地检讨一下。要好好改改任性焦躁的毛病。觉得很对不起很多一直关心着我的人，对我越好，我对他们发的脾气却越大，真不应该。

 

明天又能和Zinnaiz打网球了，呵呵，开心开心！生命在于运动，有了生命才有快乐，不是吗？

远在美国的Rose顺利进了四大，真为她高兴！！

嗯，还有明天要起床去拍银杏，记录那种透明的黄色。想念清华深秋的朋友等我的照片吧，呵呵

哈哈哈，留个影，做个纪念

什么是信息安全

三个半小时的课，晚上的，不知不觉就这么上下来了。真棒。好老师。嗯。

好想找个人陪我说说话呀。

困了累了。但是睡不着啊。

外面打假的那群人也走了。

还有车开过的声音，还有电脑主机的嗡嗡声，妈妈咳嗽了。。。

唉

 

Damn Chinese input system...

It is so sacarstic that I have to adjust to my own hometown's air, weather and noise... My nose has been running ever since I got off the plane...Damn alergy...After the rain everything is wet. My long hair seems redundant in this warm and humid weather...All of a sudden I miss Beijing's cool and brisk air, even although I had been complaining to my parents how cold and dry it was when I was in school.  Why I never know the value of the things I have until I lose them, always.

 

Mom's hair is all gone b/c of the chemotherapy. The moment I saw her, she was sleeping in the big warm bed with a big warm quilt, like a baby. That made me so much want to cry...On the way home from the airport I told my buddy that I would rather take my mother's place and go through all the sufferings and let her stay healthy and beautiful. His response surprised me; he said I didn't want this to happen, since my mother and father would suffer greater just like what I felt about my mom's pain...I was out of words. I really don't know. Which is better, to suffer physically myself and let my parents have the emotional pains, or the vice versa...

 

Mom is still quite weak and doesn't have much strength in her hands. When she held a banana and bit it a little at a time, she was like a baby again, so tiny against the white sheet and the huge pillow...My heart broke...